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Pero the First died of cephalitis caused by flu on Nov. 28, 2005 putatively. 
It’s told that he was murdered by a guy nicknamed "Excrement Maker" and he once was mured in a cold empty room and had to wait his destiny alone in his final days. 
Dog’s in his heaven, we are here.

today is just another day, but feeling so bad i am.i dmit that something, maybe somebody, has been impressed me stealingly.i hate this loosing atmosphere, it makes all my mind up to the air.shit, i really hate this! looking back over my shoulder, i feel confused.among those dozens of days past, suddenly i found  nothing could be my holding.that makes me in a mess, and then, in a sorrow yet. how couldn’t i meet anything or anybody which makes me be my most willing to hold up?what’s wrong with me?why those annoyances go and come again?blast it, why? anyway my life is going.my warlock named "white serpent" in WOW had reached lv.60, the top level at present.no boring any more, i can wait new patch of that game for something funny. anyway "pero" - the dog’s life is fading.’cause he get a cold but there’s a bad delay on curing - that makes him got some encephalitiswhen i writ this diary, he is ululating alone at the next room. his "real dad" - the excrement maker, my shit roomate has been ignore him even from the day he came to our dorm, the guy even rarely feeds him.i feed him, water him, wash him (hihi~) and play with him. so i prank and call myself as pero’s elder uncle. but i just feel shameful that i can’t save him or make him feels better. God blast that guy! may the shit with him.i though he just twist and kill a life, even that’s a doggy life.rubbish he is. anyway i miss her very much, i do.

The master said, nothing to say, nothing to pay.

昨晚，本不该睡觉那点儿，我心里念道着：躺一会儿，然后起来玩wow，然后玩wow，然后...就睡着了。然后做梦就笑醒了！我梦见自己貌似重回初中校园，穿上运动服在操场上跑，周围都是学生。我随便叫住一个同学问：这节是什么课，答曰（做梦时这个回答问题的人就成了我自己了，我想啊想，然后说了...）：卫生课。然后我就和大家抢球踢。我看见远处的一群女生，低头一抬脚想要踢球－笑死我了！－这球是一个布娃娃！然后我就一直在笑，笑醒了。这肯定是我睡前用布娃娃教训同寝的那个垃圾帅男养的那条小脏狗的动作在我梦中的投影。当时我一脚踩住被狗咬来咬去的布娃娃，对那条被我叫做“奔儿搂”的小狗说了一句：球不是这么踢地！然后一脚把布娃娃踢向在狗窝里对着我摇尾巴的小狗。笑醒了之后我看了看“奔儿搂”，正打呼噜呢。我接着睡，因为睡得早，凌晨不知道几点，又做梦笑醒了－忘了情节了。我翻身继续睡，心里想：n多年没有做梦笑醒了，还连续两次？！